The Things/Feelings, I Think, I Believe In
Love Where did this word come from? who uttered it for the first time? For whom? For what thing? What feeling? What for? I do not know or maybe I am still in process of knowing it. It is an occult, a mystery. I hear many people pronouncing this word. I say pronounce because it doesn’t refer to any one thing/feeling; concrete/abstract. It is a signifier(s) and its signified slides incessantly and it differs at every mind so much so it remains a word without any one referent. Water, fire, sea, mercury, sand, desert, bird, dirt, nestle, alone, and so on and so forth. Whenever I try to make sense of it, my friend the Unconscious start vomiting these all similes, metaphors, metonymies et cetra that are being injected into him every now and then. I don't know why he cannot stay calm as a peaceful lake. Nowadays, he is engaged in shaping the concept of Love for me in dreams. Sometimes, he becomes Byron, singing "She walks in beauty~". Sometimes, he brings THE beauty (forgive me...